I always incorporate red into my paintings because it's so rich and
vibrant and it helps me accentuate the intensity of the emotions I depict.
. But I also use my color palette and a wide range of mediums to convey
emotion. For instance, to me yellow can represent depression, confusion,
or a complicated situation. I use oil pastels, gouache, watercolor, soft
pastels, neocolors, acrylics, oil bars, oil paints, charcoal, ink, and
crayons-- I make use of whichever color and whichever material that enables
me to make each emotion clear and accessible. For me, the process is what
matters: the experience of shaping my artwork, the sensation of my arm
moving and the force of my fingers making the marks on the paper.
The primary motivation behind my work is the release and exposition of
emotion. Armed with a brush and a canvas, I can express the trapped inner
workings of my soul and simultaneously reach out to others who harbor
thoughts, feelings, and emotions that may otherwise never be illuminated..
I believe that some emotions are so complex and so intense that they cannot
be effectively conveyed through oration or written prose, or even poetry.
You can ask someone how they feel and elicit words like "sad"
or "confused," but studying their expression, their posture,
and the look in their eyes can be worth a thousand words. For me –
a Korean American struggling to ascertain my identity and reconcile my
goals, passions, and emotions with both traditional Korean culture and
mainstream American society – art is the only way to convey the
depth and intricacy of my feelings, my unrest, and my story.
I was born in America, educated in America, and I have grown up in
the midst of American culture, but I am Korean as well and I was raised
by steadfastly traditional Korean parents. My works convey the roller
coaster of emotions about finding self. As an artist, I try to communicate
my innermost thoughts and feelings through my subjects. The key to the
expression of my own identity and cultural struggles is the use of Asian
Americans as the subject of my work. As I struggle to define my identity,
my artwork becomes an extension of these conflicts. My work is the voice
I cannot speak; it is the dream I envision; and it is the purest expression
of my soul. back <